bluebear_74

My life has been a bit crazy past few days, I haven't really had much time to do anything. For those who don't know my uncle was admitted to hospital Wednesday morning after collapsing at work, he then pasted away early Thursday morning (12:44AM). It really messed up my sleeping pattern because I was up from Wednesday 10:15AM (when my cousin called me) till Thursday 12:30PM, with no sleep in between. It's scary thinking about it because he's only 1-2 years older than my father, him being 53. His death caused so many issues too; he owed the bank a heap of money because he was beyond broke, so his house most likely will be sold to repay them. However his 15 year old son (from a previous marriage) is acting like a spoilt brat and wants everything of his, ie the house and it's contents, however his girlfriend (who is like 25, not even half his age) said that he had told her that he wanted her to have half and his son to have the other half, at first she didn't want it but now she does, and my family want her to have half because of the son and how his family acting like they are. My family (ie my parents, uncles and aunties) are paying for all the funeral stuff because he left no money (or wishes like if he wanted to be buried or cremated), which is already $10,000 for just the land (it was going to be $20,000 is he wasn't cremated, because it's a larger plot of land), while they aren't paying for anything, worst of all my uncle asked if he wanted to hold his fathers photo during the ceremony and he said "NO!". Well frak him he can regret it for the rest of his life. It's ironic too because while we where at the hospital he said "money is materialistic and not important".

Now my family is really broke after buying my car which was $24,000, and now having to pitch in to arrange everything for my uncle. Doesn't help there's stuff I want/need but really shouldn't buy because I really can't afford them because I don't have a job (which is proving to be hard to find). I'm not allowed to eat meat for a few weeks too for religious reasons. I don't really have too because my parents said it was ok if I didn't but I still am.

The timing couldn't be any worst since I have 5 assignments due soon and exams which I'm really stressing about for one of my units because I have no idea what has been going on all semester because it's so badly taught. I can't afford to repeat and pay the $900 unit fee.

Another stuff happened too, but this post is long enough as it did. I did end up going to the Melbourne Show though, I was really annoyed with myself because I missed the ferret presentation, I still saw a few though, made me want one even more but I have no idea where to begin to get one, they aren't very common. Oh my Aunty from Malaysia came too, she hasn't come to Australia in over 10 years but after all this stuff with my uncle happened she caught a flight over with her two sons.

PS- I likely flock this later but I wanted people to know what's going on and why I'll probably won't be online very much.