The time I was felling nostalgic

I'm trying to get ideas for a new LJ layout and I'm going through my old stuff and I feel all nostalgic. I wish I was back there when I first starting making stuff and my muse never seemed to end. Seeing all these awesome old layouts I had and absolutely loved make me think what was the last thing I made the I adored. Sure there's some stuff I was really happy with (ie this Gaspard icon, and my last Dramione and Sark wallpaper, I never post anything I hate, and there's half finished things that will never see the light of day). But there's hasn't been anything "big", like wallpaper, or banner wise.

I just want it to be like it use to be, back when I made blends for competitions and didn't find them pointless because they couldn't be used for a layout or wallpaper. I'm not sure what happened, did I lose interest? I don't think so. Is it because I stopped going to graphic forums and therefore my inspiration (I often see someone awesome graphic and inspires me to make something too)? Maybe. Did I just have no time? Probably. Did my usually subject (David Anders) disappear and I run out of photos to turn into graphics? Very likely.

It's so frustrating, because I really want to make awesome stuff like I use too, but I just can't. I've probably made a total of 3-4 wallpapers in the past few years, I use to make that amount in a few months. I just hope my new found Gaspard love brings me out of this... rut.

Hell you all probably don't care, If I hate my graphics I'd hate to think what you all think of it. I don't think I've made anyone go "wow" in a long long time. Oh here are probably my top 3 favourite layouts I created for Rendezv0us.

( Top 3 Layouts )

The time Gaspard came in the mail

Look what came in the mail this morning, A Very Long Engagement. I want to rip it open and watch it but I really need to do my timetable for University, STAR (our timetable allocation system) opened today and though they changed it so it's no longer the "first in best dressed" system, if I don't do it now I'll get lazy and never do it, and won't get any of my preferences.

SCORE! I just found out the new Uni semester starts the 3rd of March, my holidays started the 8th of November (when I had my last exam). I've done bugger all all holidays, how depressing.

ETA: Gaspard looks hot on the CD.